Senin, 04 April 2011

Tentang dia dan dianya dia

1 April 2011

Habis baca blogmu, aku jadi keinget terus.
Semua kisahmu (with your ex) yang baru aku tau, dan ternyata hidupmu jauh lebih indah dari yang terlihat.
Ternyata dia jauh lebih sayang kamu dari yang aku tau.
Sakit sih, dikit.
Aku download2 lagu biar agak mengalihkanku dari isi blogmu.
Ga sengaja, isinya 'kamu' banget, :

Taylor Swift The Story Of Us

used to think one day we'd tell the story of us
How we met and the sparks flew instantly
People would say, "they're the lucky ones"
I used to know my place was a spot next to you
Now I'm searching the room for an empty seat
'Cause lately I don't even know what page you're on
Oh, a simple complication
Miscommunications lead to fall out
So many things that I wish you knew
So many walls up I can't break through

Now I'm standing alone
In a crowded room
And we're not speaking
And I'm dying to know
Is it killing you
Like it's killing me?
I don't know what to say
Since a twist of fate
When it all broke down
And the story of us
Looks a lot like a tragedy now
Next chapter

How'd we end up this way?
See me nervously pulling at my clothes
And trying to look busy
And you're doing your best to avoid me
I'm starting to think one day I'll tell the story of us
How I was losing my mind when I saw you here
But you held your pride like you should have held me
Oh, we're scared to see the ending
Why are we pretending this is nothing?
I'd tell you I miss you but I don't know how
I've never heard silence quite this loud


And we're not speaking
And I'm dying to know
Is it killing you
Like it's killing me?
I don't know what to say
Since a twist of fate
When it all broke down
And the story of us
Looks a lot like a tragedy now


Now I'm standing alone
In a crowded room
And we're not speaking
And I'm dying to know
Is it killing you
Like it's killing me?
I don't know what to say
Since a twist of fate
When it all broke down
And the story of us
Looks a lot like a tragedy now, now, now
And we're not speaking
And I'm dying to know
Is it killing you
Like it's killing me?
I don't know what to say
Since a twist of fate
'cause we're going down
And the story of us
Looks a lot like a tragedy now

Haaaah...
Ya sudah,
nikmati saja lagunya bukan isinya :D
|sama aja deh =,= |



Niatnya mau cari refreshing lagu, ternyata ya sama aja -,-"
Lagu ini ngingetin aku sama puisimu yang kamu tulis buat dia,
Waktu kelas 9, sebenarnya bukan kamu sendiri yang ngasih.
Tapi karena kecelakaan dan kesengajaan seorang teman dekat, akhirnya sampailah ditangan dia.

I Love You
Avril Lavigne


I like your smile
I like your vibe
I like your style
But that's not why I love you

And I, I like the way
You're such a star
But that's not why I love you
Hey
Do you feel, do you feel me?
Do you feel what I feel, too?
Do you need, do you need me?
Do you need me?

[Chorus]
You're so beautiful
But that's not why I love you
I'm not sure you know
That the reason I love you is you
Being you
Just you
Yeah the reason I love you is all that we've been through
And that's why I love you

I like the way you misbehave
When we get wasted
But that's not why I love you
And how you keep your cool
When I am complicated
But that's not why I love you
Hey
Do you feel, do you feel me?
Do you feel what I feel, too?
Do you need, do you need me?
Do you need me?

[Chorus]
You're so beautiful
But that's not why I love you
And I'm not sure you know
That the reason I love you is you
Being you
Just you
Yeah the reason I love you is all that we've been through
And that's why I love you

Yeah - Oh.
Oh.

Even though we didn't make it through
I am always here for you
You

[Chorus]
You're so beautiful
But that's not why I love you
I'm not sure you know
That the reason I love you is you
Being you
Just you
Yeah the reason I love you is all that we've been through
And that's why I love you


Yaaaaah, tapi cuma kamu dan dia yang tau detil cerita kalian.
:)

Kamis, 31 Maret 2011

haha.

aku bingung,
antara dia -menghormati- aku sayang dia,
atau emang dia 'juga' ?

antara kita samasama 'sungkan',
atau dia ga mau nyakitin aku ?

Haha.
aku ngerti sekarang.
bukan dia -menghormati- ataupun -dia gamau nyakitin aku-,
tapi dia 'sungkan'...............

 untuk mengatakan TIDAK !